Where the wind whispers

Title: Exhale, It’s Over
Characters: Pep Guardiola/Bojan Krkic; Pep/Raul Gonzalez, Bojan/Raul implied; Tito, Andres Iniesta, Xavi, Lionel Messi
Rating: PG-13
Words: 2,211
Summary: Pep remembers a conversation he and Bojan had in his office just before the latter leaves for Italy. Then he realizes how similar he and Bojan are.
A/N: I heard this song by The Civil Wars and it is absolutely beautiful, so it deserved a songfic. With the news about Pep this week, well, how could I not write something?

( Please, please tell me you know. I’ve got to let you go. I can’t help falling out of love with you… )

Title: Tinsel on the Tree
Characters: Gonzalo Higuaín/Ezequiel Garay
Rating: PG-13
Words: 282
A/N: A Christmas fic for fillesanyonnon. I have never written these two before; I hope I didn’t goof them up Queenie! D: Merry Christmas sweetie <3

( Tinsel on the Tree )

Title: Sleigh Ride
Characters: Rubén de la Red/Esteban Granero
Rating: PG-13
Words: 171
A/N: A Christmas fic for lady_quark <3 I hope I didn’t do too badly for you bb. Merry Christmas <3

( Sleigh Ride )

Title: Walking In A Winter Wonderland
Characters: Raul Gonzalez/Guti
Rating: PG-13
Words: 130
A/N: A Christmas fic for shana0809 who deserves some of her classic pairing ;) Merry Christmas bb :D I hope you’ve had a wonderful holiday and a good Christmas <3

( Walking In A Winter Wonderland )

My Reccomendations & Favorites

This is a rec/favorites list of my fiction. One of these days, I'll make a rec list of everyone else's stuff, one day! I hope you find something to read on here and these are just a few of my favorite stories. :-)

Perfectly Imperfect - Xavi/Andres - R

In The End It's Right - Stevie/MOwen, various - R

Glory Is... - Stevie/Jamie, various - PG-13

A Battle of Wills - Steven Gerrard/Gary Neville - NC-17

5 Reasons Why La Selección Never Want to Room Next to Iker & Cesc - Iker/Cesc, various Spanish NT - R

Tie You Up To Keep You Quiet - Cesc/Iker - NC-17

We Knew - Joe Cole; John Terry/Frank Lampard, Steven Gerrard/Jamie Carragher, mentions various - PG-13

My Tortured Heart - Pep/Bo - NC-17

Vida - Iker/Cesc - PG-13

My Old Friend - Raul/Guti - R

Nightmare Turned Perfect - Leo/Bojan - Heavy R

The Eternal Heartache - Iker/Cesc overall, Various Others - R
All 39 parts found Here.

Post-Footballer AU: Iker Cesc - Iker/Cesc - PG-13 to R
One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven

Title: Help Me Carry The Fire, Chapter 3 of ???
Characters: Cesc Fabregas, Fernando Llorente, Andy Carroll, Conor Coady, Martin Kelly ; mentions Raul Gonzalez, Bojan Krkic, Jordan Henderson, Stewart Downing, David & Victoria Beckham
Rating: PG-13 this part, higher later
Words: This part: 2,843 ; Total: 7,681
A/N: Thanks again for reading and especially thanks for commenting on the last part. I really appreciate it. :) Here’s yesterday’s part because some friends came over and stuff happened lol Hope you like it :D
Previous Parts: One | Two



( Fernando was nice enough, Cesc thought. )

Title: Help Me Carry The Fire (Chapter One of ???)
Characters: Cesc Fabregas, Pep Guardiola, Kenny Dalglish, Fernando Llorente; mentions of Vicente Rodriguez, Bojan, Raul Gonzalez
Rating: PG-13 this part (higher later)
Words: this part: 2,509
Dedication: This is started because I promised spartan_muse and ellamoonie that I would write one, so this entire story is for them. And you, if you read this. Thank you for your time <3 Also, thanks to wh_mermaid for the poking to start it now instead of waiting for whenever.
A/N: For those of you that didn’t read The Eternal Heartache, that one isn’t required reading to enjoy this one, but it’s recommended so you get some background. You don’t have to because I’m going to write this as a standalone not necessarily as a companion, even though it is the sequel. Please enjoy and I hope you like it. :-) And yes, it’s my NaNo so expect quite a few updates frequently ;) :D

( For a moment, there was doubt in his eyes. )

Title: The Eternal Heartache, Chapter 38 of 39 (The End! Almost… D:)
Characters (this part only): Cesc Fabregas/Iker Casillas; Pep Guardiola/Raul Gonzalez, Bojan Krkic, Lionel Messi, Vicente Rodriguez, Sergio Ramos, Fernando Torres, Alexis, Gerard Pique, OFC
Rating: PG-13/R-ish {STRONG language!}
Words: this part: 3,292; overall total: 94,373
Warnings: There is one VERY ambiguous reference to sexual assault/rape if you squint hard enough. I’m warning about it cause I don’t want to trigger anyone intentionally.
A/N: This is the last chapter (apart from the epilogue). :’( It’s over…almost…like, really over. ;-; *ahem* Emotional bit aside, I really do hope you guys have enjoyed this story. I really do appreciate the support and the comments, always the comments which introduced me to so many people over the course of the two years (almost three D:) that it took to write this. I’ve made many friends because of this story and I really am glad for that. All of you are incredible and amazing in different ways and I love all of you <3 I’m really sad to see this story ending, but at the same time, happy because this is the longest thing I’ve ever written and for it to have been so well received, well, you have no idea what that means to me :’) So what I really want to say is: if you’ve read this and commented on it, or even if you’ve just simply read it, I really really am grateful. I do hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it. And now, I present, the final chapter.



Last part here. All previous parts listed here.

( You do have a choice. You’re just making the wrong one. )

Title: The Eternal Heartache, Chapter 36 of 39 (I finally have an end number!)
Characters (this part only): Cesc Fabregas, Bojan Krkic, Pep Guardiola/Raul Gonzalez, Jose Mourinho, Cristiano Ronaldo, OFC
Rating: PG-13 this part
Words: this part: 2,557; overall total: 89,217
Warnings: strong mentions of past abuse, language
A/N: There’s another author’s note at the end and that is a technicality disclaimer that I won’t spoil here because that would give away the whole chapter. But anyways. As I said in the previous chapter, this story is drawing towards the close. I’m thinking about a sequel but I’m still considering it. It would be different from this story, but not completely so. I just hope it wouldn’t disappoint and that’s what I would be afraid of. Anyway, this is the first of three final chapters, including an epilogue. Thank you again if you have read this story through in its entirety. I really am amazed that it was so popular for as long as it was, thank you so much <3



Last part here. All previous parts listed here.

( At least, that was the idea. )

Title: The Eternal Heartache, Chapter 34 of ???
Characters (this part only): Cesc Fabregas, Pep Guardiola/Raul Gonzales, Bojan Krkic, Sergio Ramos, Alexis, Fernando Torres, Vicente Rodriguez; Mentioned: Jose Mourinho, Cristiano Ronaldo, OFC, Lionel Messi, Gerard Pique, David Villa, David Silva
Rating: PG-13 this part
Words: this part: 2,073 overall total: 84,372
A/N: More updates, good thing, yes? :D I’m sorry it has taken so long, but the good news is I’m finally graduated so school no longer provides a distraction :D Hopefully that means more updates xD I hope you like it :) As always, thanks to those of you who continue to read this and extra thanks to those of you that comment. I love all of you and this chapter is especially for all of you :-)



Last part here. All previous parts listed here.

( “For the record,” he started calmly, “what did she do <i>this</i> time?” )

Title: The Eternal Heartache, Chapter 32 of ???
Characters (this part only): Cesc Fabregas, Bojan Krkic, Pep Guardiola/Raul Gonzalez, OFC, Cristiano Ronaldo, Vicente Rodriguez, Lionel Messi, Jose Mourinho
Rating: PG-13
Words: this chapter is 2,246 ; overall total is 80,147
A/N: This chapter is an update for spartan_muse who I decided needed some love. I hope you like it and as always, thank you very very much for reading it. I love all of you guys <3 :D



Last part here. All previous parts listed here.

(  His eyes burned with fury and his jaw was tense from the suppression of his anger.  )

Title: 10 Drabbles for Rakel
Characters: John Terry/Steven Gerrard, Gary Neville/David Beckham, Neville/Ryan Giggs, Neville/Gerrard, Jamie Carragher/Gerrard, Giggs/Neville/Beckham, Raul Gonzalez/Guti, Terry/Carragher, Pep Guardiola/Lionel Messi, Andrea Pirlo/Daniele de Rossi
Rating: From PG-13 to heavy R
Summary: ten various drabbles for miss_black91
Words: total words: 2,823
A/N: Another deal for Rakel. I hope you like them sweetie [a BUNCH of Gary in this one *groans*] :-P Titles of the ficlets come from the really REALLY beautiful song by Katherine Jenkins found here.

( Silence is all you need )